Why do you?

Why do you hurt me?
Why do I cry?

You don’t deserve me.
Why must you lie?

Gone with the wind.
My spirit and soul.

Dying to be free.
Can’t let you go.

Why can’t you love me?
Why do I still care?

Can’t bear the pain.
Why is life so unfair?

I give up

I am tired of trying,
I cannot go on.
I doubt that anyone will care when I am gone.

I am ready to sleep,
Forever and a day.
Death within inches, why do I stay?

Now that I give up,
I do not care.
It is time to end all this painful despair.

As I say goodbye,
Remember this.
I gave you everything, all you gave me was this.

I give you...

I give you my shirt and shorts, all the clothes off my back.

I give you my word and my bond, all that I am.

I give you my heart and soul, all that is attached.

I give you my love and compassion, all I have inside.

I give you my strength and my courage, all that keeps me alive.


I give you me.

Love Lost

Burning desire I cannot hide.
I look into your eyes, why do you not care?
Love lost for unspoken reasons.
I cry inside, but hide the pain.
You smile at me, but my heart knows you do not care.
I hang on to nothing in hopes of anything.
Living a life I cannot bear.
One day closer to ending it all.
Please let me go so I can heal.
Days, weeks, months go by.
I am hollow inside.
I beg for strength, but find none.
One last smile before I go.
My heart is now broken, and so am I.
Goodbye.

Kiss of life/death

Soft
Warm
Arousing
Firm
Passionate
Long
Sweet
Fading
Cool

OVER

Why go on

Bitter love
Sweet hate
An entire life to contemplate.

Sweet sadness
Painful glee
Finding happiness in tragedy.

A happy goodbye
A sad hello
Why go on, I do not know.

Foreseen beginning
A known end
It is time to go, goodbye my friends.

Poem - Forgotten

Memories of who I once was
Thoughts of loved ones from the past
Stories of happiness fade
I question who I am
A stranger in the mirror
Sadness in my heart
I look but cannot find
No one left…

… I am forgotten