Despair

Lost in a sea of despair I drift.

No end in sight and nothing to hope for.

Sadness darkens my heart.

Numb to life and all that it holds.

Ready to sink, ready to give up.

The water is cold, and so is my heart.

Please take me now as I don’t want to be here.

The end is in sight, but not the one I want.

No turning back now, I made my choice.

Goodbye.

Black Heart

Why won’t you say it?
Why do you not care?

Use me and abuse me.
Treat me unfair.

You take what you want.
But give nothing back.

Why would you want to?
No motivation for that.

Well it’s my time to take.
What’s rightfully mine.

I should have done this long ago.
But did not have the spine.

My heart is no longer yours.
I am taking it back.

I hope that I can find love again.
Before my heart turns permanently black.

Depressed Brain

Depressed brain of an idle mind.

I weep in sadness with a confused heart.

I hope for joy, but expect none.

Emptiness haunts my spirit and soul.

Devastation is the world I’ve created.

The pain I carry is mine to bear.

Each day that passes, I die inside.

When tomorrow comes, I hope to be gone.

I give you...

I give you my shirt and shorts, all the clothes off my back.

I give you my word and my bond, all that I am.

I give you my heart and soul, all that is attached.

I give you my love and compassion, all I have inside.

I give you my strength and my courage, all that keeps me alive.


I give you me.

Love Lost

Burning desire I cannot hide.
I look into your eyes, why do you not care?
Love lost for unspoken reasons.
I cry inside, but hide the pain.
You smile at me, but my heart knows you do not care.
I hang on to nothing in hopes of anything.
Living a life I cannot bear.
One day closer to ending it all.
Please let me go so I can heal.
Days, weeks, months go by.
I am hollow inside.
I beg for strength, but find none.
One last smile before I go.
My heart is now broken, and so am I.
Goodbye.