Black Heart

Why won’t you say it?
Why do you not care?

Use me and abuse me.
Treat me unfair.

You take what you want.
But give nothing back.

Why would you want to?
No motivation for that.

Well it’s my time to take.
What’s rightfully mine.

I should have done this long ago.
But did not have the spine.

My heart is no longer yours.
I am taking it back.

I hope that I can find love again.
Before my heart turns permanently black.

My Own Private Hell

I dreamt of you last night, were you there?
You made me cry last night, do you care?

The pain you gave me, destroyed my day.
If I knew you cared, I would ask you to stay.

You lied to me, hid behind my back.
But when I found out, my life went off track.

How could you keep that from me, hide him right in front of my face.
You should not have done that to me, that’s not your place.

But it was my dream you say, it’s not for real.
It never happened, it’s no big deal.

Yet you kill me inside, dying to be free.
If given the chance, you would hurt me.

But I stay anyway, locked in this jail.
This place I created, my own private hell.

Why do you?

Why do you hurt me?
Why do I cry?

You don’t deserve me.
Why must you lie?

Gone with the wind.
My spirit and soul.

Dying to be free.
Can’t let you go.

Why can’t you love me?
Why do I still care?

Can’t bear the pain.
Why is life so unfair?