Lost Forever

Stress, anger, rage inside,
Help me fight the feelings I hide.

Sadness, depression, misery,
These are the things that consume me.

Loneliness, emptiness, sorrow, despair,
Should I go on I do not care.

Madness, confusion, spite, hate,
My life alone I contemplate.

Death, darkness, cold, gone,
Lost forever is my song.

I give up

I am tired of trying,
I cannot go on.
I doubt that anyone will care when I am gone.

I am ready to sleep,
Forever and a day.
Death within inches, why do I stay?

Now that I give up,
I do not care.
It is time to end all this painful despair.

As I say goodbye,
Remember this.
I gave you everything, all you gave me was this.