Nothingness

I gaze into life with a blank stare of nothingness.
I do not see a future or a life worth living.
Numb to all my surroundings.
I push on yet I do not know the reason.

Each day I sleep, yet still I awake.
Drifting through each day looking for hope.
I continue my journey, for what I do not know.
Perhaps to prove in pain I am not alone.

Temptation to give up fills my heart.
To end the nothingness now and forever.
Lay down to sleep one last time.
Maybe to find a life worth living on the other side.