Why do you?

Why do you hurt me?
Why do I cry?

You don’t deserve me.
Why must you lie?

Gone with the wind.
My spirit and soul.

Dying to be free.
Can’t let you go.

Why can’t you love me?
Why do I still care?

Can’t bear the pain.
Why is life so unfair?

I give up

I am tired of trying,
I cannot go on.
I doubt that anyone will care when I am gone.

I am ready to sleep,
Forever and a day.
Death within inches, why do I stay?

Now that I give up,
I do not care.
It is time to end all this painful despair.

As I say goodbye,
Remember this.
I gave you everything, all you gave me was this.

I give you...

I give you my shirt and shorts, all the clothes off my back.

I give you my word and my bond, all that I am.

I give you my heart and soul, all that is attached.

I give you my love and compassion, all I have inside.

I give you my strength and my courage, all that keeps me alive.


I give you me.

Shadows

Sadness cloaks my heart in darkness.
I struggle to break free, but can’t find my way.
Like a ghost in the shadows, I hide my feelings.
I look for forgiveness, but ask for acceptance.
The road ahead is lonely and the path unknown.
Why go on, I do not know.

Sleep

No time to sleep
No time to breath
Rush through life
Search for everything
Find nothing
Tomorrow is today
Today is already gone
Left behind
Random thoughts
Tired eyes
Old souls
Special people
Disconnected
Extreme pain
Darkness comes
Life fades
Goodnight…

…Goodbye

Love Lost

Burning desire I cannot hide.
I look into your eyes, why do you not care?
Love lost for unspoken reasons.
I cry inside, but hide the pain.
You smile at me, but my heart knows you do not care.
I hang on to nothing in hopes of anything.
Living a life I cannot bear.
One day closer to ending it all.
Please let me go so I can heal.
Days, weeks, months go by.
I am hollow inside.
I beg for strength, but find none.
One last smile before I go.
My heart is now broken, and so am I.
Goodbye.

Survive

Lost in the moment
Living for today with no sight of tomorrow
A smile on my face hides the pain inside
Short burst of happiness
Hanging onto anything instead of having nothing
Scared, afraid, lonely
Weeks, months, years go bye
Long-term happiness nowhere in sight
I push to go on…

I push to survive

Lost

Set a drift, lost in thought
Remembering the past, things were simple then
Lost inside myself, no way out
Darkness all around, no light in sight
Stumbling to find a way, to get back on track
The journey ahead, is this the beginning or the end?
No strength to continue, ready to give up
Must continue, must push myself cause that’s what I do
Will I make it in the end, only time will tell?

Until then, I guess I am just lost!

Kiss of life/death

Soft
Warm
Arousing
Firm
Passionate
Long
Sweet
Fading
Cool

OVER

Why go on

Bitter love
Sweet hate
An entire life to contemplate.

Sweet sadness
Painful glee
Finding happiness in tragedy.

A happy goodbye
A sad hello
Why go on, I do not know.

Foreseen beginning
A known end
It is time to go, goodbye my friends.