Have I told you

Have I told you I love you?

Have I told you I love your smile?

Have I told you I am complete with you by my side?

Have I told you each day is brighter with you in my life?

Have I told you it is only you that I desire?

Have I told you only you can cause me such pain?

Have I told you sometimes you make me feel worthless?

Have I told you it hurts me when you do not notice me?

Have I told you my life is falling apart because you no longer care?

Have I told you…goodbye!

Nothingness

I gaze into life with a blank stare of nothingness.
I do not see a future or a life worth living.
Numb to all my surroundings.
I push on yet I do not know the reason.

Each day I sleep, yet still I awake.
Drifting through each day looking for hope.
I continue my journey, for what I do not know.
Perhaps to prove in pain I am not alone.

Temptation to give up fills my heart.
To end the nothingness now and forever.
Lay down to sleep one last time.
Maybe to find a life worth living on the other side.